yeah so sry im not on that much computer died (hard drive melted) so im on my moms laptop i lost all my work and im pissed but yeah ive been pretty shitty tryed out for the school play failed at that brook gave me the silet treatment for 2 weeks and saied i started it not doing so well in school cuz i cant focas until they get my meds right ill problaly kill myself on the stage at rouch de bouf dance is boreing they said they moved my up a class but i still no more then they do i just need to work twice as hard because of my knee i havent had a smoke in like 2 weeks and i really need one now drama follows me everywhere my parents are accuseing my of skipping school cuz the stupid grade thing online said i missed the last to periods of school but i was out on a feild trip i dont no im complaining too much but i need it out some way on the bright side im going to maumee valleys homecomeing this weekend with my friend from fenceing adam (aka my gay boyfriend) and i might get to be part of the dance team thats about allt he good things that has happened lol it can only get better though right?